i say "meow"

xoxo

2010-05-18T11:46:00.002+08:00

I'VE MOVED TO TUMBLR NOW.
BLOGGER MAKES ME TOO LAZY TO UPDATE.

fabulousmeow.tumblr.com

when it all falls apart

2010-03-27T20:52:00.004+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday to dearest Mama-V!
hope u love what the Spazzers got u <3

it's Earth Hour now. i love the dark. makes me calm and beautiful. well, apparently it's only my room that is Dark. Mum switched on the lights in the living room 10minutes after i off it. i'm so semangat like that when it comes to saving the Earth.
ya semangat setengah jalan je. ::/

im so tired of Drama. can i just not have any more drama already? for once!

so emo ::/

2010-03-21T15:08:00.005+08:00

im so sad. im so sad that im beyond sad. im heartbroken. i would still be crying till now but i know im just gonna waste my tears for nothing. if only you really appreciate me as a person, as a friend and as a lover. i literally felt like a Toy when you played me. why do you have to keep secrets? how can i even trust you? it's so sad like that. but i know time will help me heal. it's part of Life. Fuck. i hate this feeling. i hate going through this. i hate to have additional stress out thoughts that i have to deal with mentally. i don't mind physically, just not mentally.
i don't understand your Theory about relationship. even if you tried to explain endless time, it still doesn't make sense. it's not even logic. sighhhhh.

lucky the weather has been very pretty lately. it doesn't add to how fucked up i feel.

they all treating me like cheap

2010-03-20T03:16:00.003+08:00

sigh. why must this happen to me? it's so fucked up. my life is just screwed like that. so many things going through in my head. and Angel Baby is the only one who can make me smile for at least 5 minutes.

seriously, what do you want? best of both worlds? no way. it doesnt work that way. i think what im doing now is the best for us. im just living this fucked up life with full of regrets that i gotta learn from. and it's definitely not a nice way to realize that. im sick of going through the same shit over and over again. i just cant afford to go on further. Words are just plain words. things will never be the same again. ever.

life's a bitch right now. and i don't give a shit.

2010-03-15T00:15:00.006+08:00

just came home from meeting the Spazzers. Facebook is being a Bitch again. always taking forever to load.
we have found our new chill out place last Wednesday(picture above tho it's not really obvious but that's the main purpose of it..........) for us to actually strip down semi-naked, jump into the chalky water and stare into the night Sky.

and thennn last Thursday went to DBL O with Hafiz then impromptu plan with Dinah and Dan. the crowd was boring i must say. i just like the toilet cause it's cleaner compared to Zirca. -.-"
and the rest of the days are Historyyyyy.
oh! i had a quick meet up with Riniee, my Kiwi on Friday. ::)

i is going to sleepy noww.

it's the sex

2010-03-07T21:11:00.001+08:00

"According to you,I'm boring.I'm moody.
You can't take me any place.

According to him,I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite. I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you. "

baby baby baby oh baby baby baby nooooo

2010-03-07T12:21:00.003+08:00

few Pichas from last week's BSB concert. we were definitely not happy with our sit because it's wayy~ at the back and the boys were puiny-er then what we predicted. =___=
but I could tell where my Brian was since he's the shortest.
i felt like we were at a LIVE Karaoke which was fun ::)

they are coming back next year and I for sure getting the front ticket so i could touch Brian's hand *twitch2*
sucha Fanatic like that.

and we bought their T-shirt that we Believe they wipe their perspiration with it and sold it off for 40bucks because it smells kinda funky.

don't wanna know where you've been

2010-02-16T15:50:00.004+08:00

it has been crazy with school again! I tak suka la. ::(
lagi I tak suka is the 'long' holiday is over.
Last saturday went to Melacca with some of the Hamid family. Pichas are at FB because as you know I is lazy like that.

Sunday, Chinese New Year and Valentines' Day which doesn't make much difference in my life because it's not as important as my date with BSB (in TWO weeks time baby). sungguh takde link but who cares right?

and guess what? I have not started on my school work. I feel like a failure already! and even more syiok is that I don't feel stress about it because because because becauseeee i'm a cool cat!

da la i missed out with the video production for Fad Faction happening now because because I have to help out with Kenduri later.
cooking is just not my thing ok. maybe not now Mother! and she has been making soooooooooooooooooo much noise since i started petek-ing Taugeh till 3 hours later when I was FINALLY done with it. eh 1 kg sey. penat tawu. pinggang sakit, kaki cramp. all because of Hardwork. =____________=

XOXO

Patron tequila

2010-02-05T22:07:00.002+08:00

I is very motivated to grow taller -.-" and most of all to lose more weight and gain back my old flat tummy. alot of things I have to cut down and start some daily exercise routine which I find most challenging because I'm lazy like that. my only form of exercise now is during dance session which most of the time goes to eating Popeye's and just fooling around.

and I can't wait to meet Faddies tomorrow. Nong time no see balls!
and to make life less exciting is all the work load are starting to pile up real fast. for now I'm just looking forward to the CNY holiday. going to Melacca with the Hamid family.
and of course most DEFINITELY looking forward to BSB Concert la you!

i want it that way

2010-02-01T11:04:00.002+08:00

YEAY! I'm so gonna catch their concert on the 28th February! I'm so psyched about it. I get to see my Brian. *haaaaaaaaa thanks to Princess who is willingly to go with me.
can't wait can't wait can't wait!

come, cut hair. come cut hair!!!!!!!!

2010-01-22T13:03:00.002+08:00

and i went out of my mind to chop me Hair off! HA-HA. i won't say I don't like it just that i have yet to get used to it. and to think that I will need atleast 4 years to grow my old Hair back makes me go crazy.
on a lighter note, my Hair is much more soft and healthier then before.
and i actually kept my long Hair. because Mum couldn't accept the fact that I wanted to cut it all. it's now lying on the table waiting to be buried.

munching on Pucca while watching American Idol on Star World. I'm gonna be a good kid and do my work. Soon.
I'm thinking of closing down this blog. like boring sia. and it's already dead.

it's time to let the cat out of the bag bitch

2010-01-11T00:14:00.002+08:00

weekends was will spent i must say. Saturdays with Faddies and Sunday with Family.
Congrats to the 5 Faddies who represented Fad Faction in the H-TWO-O comp for clinching the 3rd place. mummy is proud of you. ::)

it finally felt nice to hang out with them again besides having dance sessions. satu-satu Perangao Jorny thiol.
and Sunday was out to the Cemetery and to Cik Man's new shit ass place. went swimming and swallowed 2 gulps of funky chlorine water. then went to catch Chipmunks 2 at EHub with the Aunt and Uncle. i think the show was boring but the Chipmunks were too damn cute to resist! especially my baby Theodore. ::::)

shit. school starts in a few hours time. shit. i is not ready for school time ok. shit. what to wear. shit.

can i not go to School for the rest of my Life and be as rich as Paris Hilton?

wasn't it obvious?

2009-12-27T23:06:00.003+08:00

im so Happy that Sezairi won Singapore Idol this season! i would be Happy too if Sylvia won. both of them deserves to be in the Finals.
and Sezairi's reaction was freaking cute. like some nerd who just won a beauty pageant. HA-HA. he's got the Personality compared to Sylvia. but vocally i think Sylvia is stronger la. and i think the Winner is different from our last two Winners. i don't know. like it somehow proved that someone like Sezairi can actually clinch the Title. guess Guys with guitar could work the magic.

im not trying to be Racist but 3 times in a row, our Idols are malays. ha-ha. if like this check-check next season of Singapore Idol, Malays will be banned or maybe Singapore Idol will tutup kedai ahbang. hopefully not la kan.

those who didn't agree with the voting and who disagrees that Sezairi does not deserve to win, well, too bad balls. don't u try protesting about it. did u make the effort to vote? me don't think so. so da enough. it has already happen! get over it.

mum, am i allowed to go?

2009-12-25T23:16:00.003+08:00

I see everyone being all in love. so passionate and so into each other. like so sweet gitu kan. I is sungguh jealous. such an Old Bird with no pretty feelings like that. it's not my turn yet i guess. HA-HA.

let me see. i've been missing in action with all the fun shits with my Friends. BabyGirls, Spazzers, Ghulams and Faddies. i guess i won't be having as much fun as I used to- for now that is. i miss everyone. i feel more calm and obedient though inside of me is dying to go 'party' and just get 'wasted'. sigh. if only i could change what has happened before and things won't be this fucking screwed up.

i don't want the process. i want the outcome.

2009-12-23T22:58:00.003+08:00

Dad is home now. so no more traveling all the way to Outram to see him. now i feel sick. maybe too much junks here and there. and it's the first bleeding day for this month if you know what i mean. i have been sulking the whole day. i put up a shitty face to everyone who bothers me in a way i find irritating. i hate unnecessary days like this. that's why im avoiding contact with people and lock myself in the room so i won't make them pissed or offended in any way.

on a lighter note, Hafiz bought me a pair of Adidas Kicks and jacket for Christmas. well i owe him 40bucks for the shoe. heh. i feel kinda bad cuz i don't really buy nice stuffs for him. well i did got him something,twice?, but it's nothing compared to what he has given me.

school is starting soon and im not looking forward to it. my grades this semester sucks biggy time! twell me how do i survive further? it's too late to back out cuz im right smack in the middle. sigh. i HAVE to change. i HAVE to buck up. WAKE UP LIYANA!

excuse me Nurse. can i get your number?

2009-12-22T15:11:00.023+08:00

I'm at the SGH now looking at Dad eating his Dinner which smells kind of appetizing sangat. it's great to see him getting all better after his surgery last Friday. hopefully there's no other issues after this. I suspect he'll be back home on Thursday.
the Uncles who shares the same room with Dad are nice cute people except for this very old man who tends to snore like Dark Vader.

I think our trip to Thailand was good for Dad too. but i think it's quite tiring for him because of the crazy walking we had in Bangkok.

Day 1: pagi-pagi pekong have to leave for the Airport at 5am. before boarding the plane, feeling-feeling la take picture with the huge Christmas balls. who doesn't love balls kan?

one day, I will be in that plane serving passengers instead. (chey chey kan feeling nak jadi flight stewardess). the flight took about 2 hours or so. and I can't believe I was watching Bandslam. kental nye aku. HA-HA.
once we touched down, we met our driver to drive us to Hua Hin, our first destination in Thailand. another 3 hours drive down. -.-" I really can take the butt cramps lagi-lagi i was sitting in the middle.
oh yeah before i forget, I looked around and realised Thai people look like us, the Malays. and they think we are Thai-s that they actually spoke to us in their language. -.-"""

before we reached Hyatt, we stopped to grab lunch at KFC which tasted so weird. it was so hard to communicate with them cause most of them don't even know the basic of English. we were asking around for Halal food but apparently they didn't even know what that means.

once we had our Power rest at the Hotel and all the other 'necessary' things, we took a walk by the beach and explore the territory. we then had BBQ Seafood for dinner by the beach. budak ini kan tak makan seafood. I don't know why ok. just looking at it, I can already taste the 'amis-ness' and puke. i got issues ok.

Day 2: we had our breakfast and stroll around the hotel to relax our bloated tummies. ape lagi camwhore la ahbang! we went shwimming after that.

Jeb and I was pestering Dad to go on the Dragon slide. but he was scared but in the end nak jugak si tua tu. heh heh. best ape turun slide and it's kinda high compared to the other hotel slides that i have been on.

after that kan kan kan kan, kite naik Horse awak! my first time ok. when I was younger, i was scared to ride a horse. so now da besar kan so berani la. hah hah. I was freaking damn excited(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
see la. i was on Timo, the Horse's name for 15mins and which after he will take Mum for another 15mins stroll.
Timo is the cutest Horse ever. after that all his older friends came by to say hello. they were alot bigger man. I find that scary and just looking at their hoofs. AND they can just shit anytime anywhere. and it's all GREENN! Timo had his when I was on him. i felt so touched because he was THAT comfortable with me. ::)
from then on I wanted to have a Horse as a pet. I'll build a barn under the void deck or worst comes to worst build a barn at the reservoir. even Ajib wanna share space with my Horsie to keep his wild cat. best kan?

in the evening, we went out in a search for Halal food in town. we were told they have 2 Indian restaurants around. so we cab to town and walk into the junctions back and forth.

we found it after 20mins of search. the restaurant was empty only flies were present. what's even more surprising, is that it took freaking half an hour for our food to be served. and it's all in small portions u know and there was no other customers around. sempat-sempat can get our powernap. but the food is nice and spicy la. so they're forgiven.

we then walk to the night market just to take a look at what's in stalls. things in Hua Hin are abit more expensive so we were saving for the real deal in Bangkok.

Day 3: si Hippo fell sick pulak. so we stayed in the hotel during the day after we had breakfast. kill joy only. belum apape da sakit. such weaklin. so we left him in the evening to stroll by the beach and collect seashells. most of them occupied by hermit crabs. we had our dinner then head back to the room.
Day 4: last day in Hua Hin. managed to grab breakfast and had the last walk around before we checked out.
another 3 hours drive up to Bangkok. my goodness! i hate those long hours of driving. makes me cranky and restless like that. the environment was so different in Bangkok compared to Hua Hin. the roads were much more busy and this Hyatt was so near most of the shopping malls. and when we arrived, my oh most observant eyes spot this cute and smart looking concierge guy. ahhh finally my first local eye-candy after 3 days in Thailand.

we chilled in the rooms first before having dinner and off we went jalan-jalan by the streets. we were to meet Mum's friend from work to show us around the night life in Bangkok. so to kill time we explore and finally met with the first tranny sales assistant at the lingerie section. how cute. one from my kind. HA-HA.

when we met up with Mum's friend, we sat in McDonalds for a drink. and that was when i spotted pork burger. eeeee haha. as the older people chit chat, Hippo and I, this i meant Jeb and I went to take pictures with the christmas decorations. so sad that i had such a bad photographer with me. ha-ha.

we took the train to Sala Daeng. it's weird and useless that their tracks and waiting area was longer than the train itself. why uh? then everyone has to rush to the center to board the train. it was a 7minute ride there. we walk around the night market and pass by their pubs. random people will just come up to u with a broucher to let u choose what kind of sex show u would like to watch along with the price. trannies everywhere! loving it.

Day 5: usual breakfast. by noon, we were on our way to Chatuchak market. I had my 'this is it, don't get scared' moment cause I knew it's gonna be hot and there will be lots of people. and my gawd! i can't imagine how huge the place is. there were small walk ways and junctions. every turn there is a stall and u can't even remember if u have passed that way or not. and I think we only covered like one third of the place. we walk and shop and walk some more for more than 2 hours before stopping in a small Muslim stall inside the market.

and we spot this huge golden retriever on a Bike. humbly sitting on the front sit while the owner was buying some stuff. everyone stopped to have a good stare. so cute!

after hours of walking in perspiration, we cab back to the hotel, freshen up, had dinner and went out for Foot Reflexology which just hurts my legs even more. HA-HA.
Day 6: after breakfast, we decided to check out the shopping centre nearby. but it was upsetting because it was as expensive as the shopping centre here in SG. so we just bought a few stuffs which were on Sale. cheapo kan but hey! who doesn't love cheap shit?!

we had our lunch at this Muslim stall somewhere secluded. and that was when my big fat pig appetite turn up. i was hungry for real food! like home food u know. we had beef, fish, egg, veggies and these drumlets. which are nice but not as delish as Cuscadens'.

we went back to the hotel to get Powernap. dinner and fled off to the night market at Suan Lum night Bazaar. to my disappointment, the stuff there was way expensive for night bazaar. and there was limited stuffs there. Mum, Jeb and I tried the Fish Foot Massage. it's freaking ticklish! we can't stop laughing at first because the fishes are like so geli like that.
we took the TukTuk back home just for the experience and it was awesome. TukTuk pun can zoom zoom fast.

Day 7: no picture cause i was busy shopping at this freaking shit awesome shopping mall which was like an indoor bazaar. fucking going crazy! because we couldn't cover the whole mall due to time and Dad's condition tk boleh penat! everything was such a rush and last minute. so i wasn't really satisfied with what I've got. ::(

Day 8: time to leave for SG. so sad. I didn't want to leave cause aku felt so belonged! apart from me looking like them. HA-HA. so yea.

now i'm home. HA-HA. got too many distractions around me at the hospital. there's this Arab toddle named Muhammad. so cute! he's not afraid of anyone and always waves goodbye and throwing kisses to strangers. and he's voice serak serak basah u know.

besides being at the Hospital, I've started my work routine again. and I'm starting to like it because Bryan just joined the family and my old friends are back bitch! just a few fucking shitty people/moments around. other than that I'm satisfied with how things are now.

da enough I need to go mandi and some other shit.
I promise to learn to update my blog.

change of plans

2009-12-07T17:32:00.001+08:00

looks like i can't run away from Thailand. will be back soon. ::)

why do u have to do this to me?!

2009-12-07T00:30:00.002+08:00

i have never felt so scared in my life before. and i have never cried so hard. why him? he don't deserve this. he don't deserve all the pain and suffering. he has never raise his voice. he has never been mean. he has been working real hard. he doesn't get enough rest. he doesn't complain a single bit. and now he has to go through all this. why?! why can't it just be me. i don't know who to turn to. i don't know who to seek for help. i'll just have to hope for the best. i realised i'm not strong enough to handle this well and with an open mind.

When you're going through a hard and tough time, you will know who your family is, who are your siblings and who your real friends are. Because every time when you are happy, everyone would stick around. you can never tell if you can always count on them.

i can never agree more to this.

no Thailand for me

2009-12-06T14:30:00.008+08:00

Is it a sign that everyone is disagreeing with me with what I'm doing. I know I'm taking a risk but something makes me believe that things will get better. why is it always so hard for me? it has always been this way. it's like walking in circles, never actually getting anywhere. seriously say it in my face, am I really the problem?
I thought everything was gonna be normal again. but no~ things only gets worst day by day. with Dad's condition, everything is getting affected. I get the sense of guilt and sad but overall I just feel so useless. and she just don't take me seriously. she says i don't care. sigh.

last Monday Spazzers celebrated Princess' 18th Birthday. we caught her off guard at her Crib and we were not surprised that she was home and still in the PJs. we pestered her to get dressed for our mini outing. we were in our Retro dressing cause Mama-V wanted to bring us to Alps Cafe which was celebrating their 3rd Anniversary and the theme was well, Retro. and you know we are very the semangat like that when it comes to dressing up.

while waiting for Royalty to get ready:

surprise! make a wish

we headed down to Alps Cafe only to find out that it was freakishly packed with half of the guest who literally were in Retro age! so we decided to get dinner at Aston. we serve nice Black Pepper sauce and fries.

after dinner we went to Ben & Jerrys' to get our dessert. Valerie joined us after work.

and we head back to Alps to get drinks. finally manage to get a table. and Princess had this flaming drink which i don't know what it's called. and it was cool.
and the night was over. when it struck midnight, it was Happy Birthday Princess. you know we love u bits of cracks. <3

having such Hectic issues with Life, i manage to squeeze a day to watch New Moon. Taylor sungguh hot ok. and I tak suka dengan si Robert because he is just oh so gross. why do you people think he's hot? Me don't get it. but I don't like the ending. so that's that.

there's a hole in your pants.

2009-11-26T17:21:00.015+08:00

i just realised i havent eaten anything besides a piece of Prata this morning. me stomach been very sick and I keep giving out gas. I felt better after releasing everything out in the loo. eheh heh. moving on~

time to update kids!
so last Sunday was Fad Faction day for Dance Xplosion preliminary round. it was a week of crazy last minute sessions but we manage to pull everything together. unfortunately, we didnt make it to the finals. ::(
oh well, it's not the end for us. with this, we learnt from the mistakes we've made and work harder the next time. and it's time for Faddies to step up and push over the boundaries and obstacles ahead. chey being motivated like that.
last Saturday we decided to catch the first round of DX4 prelims before heading for our last practice.

kiddo's face is ALWAYS priceless.

<3>

Comp day

warm up

"this is it. don't get scared." time

after that I had plans with Spazzers and Yada.we went to catch Paranormal Activity which Princess and I was either freaking out or laughing while the other two (this I mean Donkey and Yada) was feeling giddy with the way the movie was film. from this, I think they make a good couple ::) such weaklin much. Yada didnt want to catch that movie cause he always likes other peoples' bad feedback on that movie to get the best of him. he should learn to judge by himself.

i personally think this picha is cute.

we manage to grab some Pizza Hut before the movie.

after the movie went to meet Mama-V. chilled at Starbucks and headed to Alps Cafe.

see? compatible couple like that. eheh heh!

and I never felt so shagged after that.

some overdued Pichas with friends that I made the past weeks of Hell. sometimes I wonder how I would be if I had a life like theirs.

and im done for now!

tetek kau besar

2009-11-15T23:44:00.006+08:00

and they say i look more innocent with straight hair. ape selame ni aku tak innocent ke?? ::)

the weather sucks lately. it's either cold and rainy or hot and sunny. and now me nose is going crazy! for the past 4 hours, i have to get up to grab some tissues because i can never stop sneezing for 5 minutes. pisshhhhh. i knew this shit would happen. me have been walking and playing in the rain lately. i can't help it. i get cheap thrills easily (like Kiddo). argh i hope this nightmare ends soon.

anyways, i have not been having much fun lately that's why i hate my life. besides the insanely fun dance practice i had, the rate of my excitement is zero. because why? because of that shitty incident, my lifestyle had to change in a way and i fucking hate this shit. i still can't get over that shit! angry angry angry!
shit is the term i refer to fucked up shit. -.-" like that ever made sense.
and i have been eating the crap out of every edible things i can find. fucking gaining weight like fuckkkkkkk~ i am so vulgar that the more i curse, the more i can't stop sneezing. ok la simple, overall everything single shitty fuck sucks! ::)

Nana bingit sak dengan Acap!

Nana Kikin Alia

right now this is what makes me happy everyday <3>

and we created our very own 'Mat&Minah' names

i just wanna be happy

2009-11-11T21:02:00.002+08:00

what a long week. ISP was toturing me slowly and refuses to kill me.
sigh. submission is over and im just waiting for Friday to pass by so i can continue with my screwed up life.

sometimes i wish i could be someone else. Someone who just couldnt give a crap and could just have a fucking enjoyable life without having to worry about no shit. jealouss.
im sick of having to suppress my emotions and always have to be mindful of others' feelings. at times like this i wish i could just vanish. i can't be bothered with what has been happening anymore. it's as though nothing matters anymore. fuck it. i can't do anything abut any shit.

world without Men. no crimes. lots of fat women.

2009-11-03T23:56:00.002+08:00

i went to the toilet moments ago and i like the smell of it. it smelt like a hotel room toilet when you just checked in.
sigh. i am so sick of doing ISP. i swear i can't be bothered. but too bad. i have to!
i hate ISP. i fucking hate you.
i just wanna pass and get going with other more fun shit.

anyway im watching a little guppy giving birth in the fish tank. like WOW. the little fishies comes out and starts swimming fast. i feel like pinching them. and im gonna give each one of them names!

ok tetek kau besar!

piss off fuck

2009-10-30T00:14:00.005+08:00

obvious enough i is lazy or too busy to update. i am so not myself lately because of fucking ISP. you see i tend to get very vulgar and i is angry for no reason and people around me needs to bear with this shit. argh! piece of shit. fucking loser.

lagi2 add the fucked up situation with a fucker who wont stop staring, who has a face like shit and attitude like a baboon. nenek kau punye laki uh chibai. what Donkey? he said 'nasib tak mati'? he can fucking screw himself in the ass. im sorry Donkey he scared you.

im telling you this month fucking sucks.

on a better note, i get to relief myself from all those shit at dance practice. just had performance at West Mall on Wednesday. and what's new? i fucking screwed up but i had fun doing that. next will be at RP Halloween night later and hopefully i won't screw up again.

i love Fad Balls ::)

deadline is in 2 weeks and nothing is done except for pathetic research. i is so dead. i want to give up and die. i wanna stop time and let myself free from all the shit life has for me.

you know that type of shit just don't work on me

2009-10-15T23:47:00.006+08:00

im taking a break from all the hectic work for the past few weeks before continuing to the final assessment. shit. ahhhhhhhhhh i don't know. i don't think im stress but i am- how ever that makes sense. and it's one of those times when i feel very suicidal and feel like killing myself.

so here's some overdued pichas from the recent weeks. the earlier ones are new.

Friends. No other comments.

and these 2 are WildWildWet pichas,

and this is the night when Princess, Donks and i went for guitar hero face-off,

and these was way back then then then then...

well these are pichas from my 'SpeciallyRareDaysWhenIMeetBabygirls'

i love you both.

ok sampai disini sahaja. Permaisuri nak sleep.

i miss you but i hate you so i can't miss you.

fuck you ok

2009-10-08T10:17:00.004+08:00

it so super cold in the Student lounge now. me sleepy and i can literally feel my eye-bags dangling.
i am so sleepy that i can a whole box of cigarettes.
and i need to pee (again)

i could just dance all night long

2009-10-03T12:33:00.004+08:00

well this week was fun for once.
Wednesday was party with Mama-V and friends at ZOUK and Zirca.
Thursday was no-school-because-of-overslept day and bikini hunting with Hafiz.
Friday was NAFA Fun Day at WildwildWet with Spazzers.

Sunday is Mummy's Birthday. She has been going about telling everyone her Birthday is tomorrow. Daddy and the offsprings got her iphone. and i bet she will be freaking surprised and all jubilant. she has been complaining about her useless China phone for months.
and now im wrapping the phone and making a Birthday card. im just as excited as a buzzing bee! ::)

something about our future love

2009-09-26T16:23:00.004+08:00

it's so frustrating that im still stuck in school during Raya this year. and i am so sick and tired of having to chase for datelines. malas malas pun aku, ade mood nak blog.

yes yes we all know it's Hari Raya. blablabla. and sumpah im really in no mood to celebrate because i bought only ONE (1) outfit. well that's the last reason at the bottom of the list. i didnt buy raya shoes, i didnt put on fake lashes because i forgot that i threw away the glue. sungguh not prepared. bag dan baju recycle from the past years.
AND terima kasih banyak banyak to my family for making me the outcast. -__-
they wore blue like different tones and ME the adopted raya child in some plum colour.
so im just gonna chunk some of the pichas here.
u can just make up your own caption ok.

AND after 2 days of jalan raya, very sad because duit raya dapat collect less than 100buckeros. kesian si tua ni. ::_ )

hair and henna

2009-09-20T00:05:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims!
Maaf Zahir dan Batin.
::)

this shit is way to fucking bright

2009-09-18T01:48:00.006+08:00

im really suppose to be doing my work due in a few hours time. but i can't seem to concentrate and focus. my head is killing me. my eyes are sore. my ass is numb. my left ear is hurting and so is my heart.
there are so many things to do but i don't seem to have the sense of urgency. i have been thru a bad week. im hating myself day by day. this time i just feel like dying but i know i am stronger than this. i don't know what's my intention of posting this shit. maybe this is what i would say to myself verbally but i don't want to whine in the middle of the night. it makes my mind spin. im tired. so tired that i don't know the real feeling of being tired.
and now i still refuse to do my work. im way behind time. and i don't like it when time won't wait for me. why? why me? is it wrong to like balls? and the mosquitoes won't stop sucking my blood.

Birthday bummer balls boom

2009-09-14T11:24:00.011+08:00

hi awak! yes i finally have a will and strength to update me bloggy after a week o f silence.
alot of things happened which is one of the most important day of my life: my Birthday! 09.09.09
hehheehehhehehehe
wah i really feel old uh. macam da kerepot gitu.
so again this year the birthday falls in the month of Ramadhan like last year. the date this year is so pretty! and i thought it would be awesome to have a party la kan.

ANYWAYS on the day itself, school was the first plan -.-"
which then after was to hang out with Spazzers. MEOW and donks went to meet the rest at Fish&Co. GlassHouse (supposedly Mama-V couldn't be there but she was sitting at the table with a bouquet of Orange Roses she bought for me as seen in the first picture)
because of some bad sittings, we headed to Illuma to have our feast.

and the Birthday Cupcakes arrived!

love them Spazz

the cupcakes are so yummy! made by Donkey's sister. so after that we continue our dessert at this ice cream cafe which apparently i forgot the name. and the icecream was syiok!!

then we went to chill at Breko Cafe. chit-chat throughout the nite ::)
the next day i ditched school because im just too lazy and im so into my Birthday mood and which i couldnt get over the fact that i am fat. so late evening went to meet Mimi and Farah-jii (my 2 ultimate partners in crime) at Joo Chiat.
they con me into believing that there was just the 3 of us. sekali dapat tau got 3 other mouse ready sitting at the restaurant we were having dinner at.

they (again) con me to eat this SPECIAL "CHICKEN" peranakan soup.
at first i look at it i was like 'ape bende yang special?' maybe the taste la kan. sekali si bodoh ni pun try la since the rest kept pestering me to try it.
and guess what? it was actually DUCK soup.

it's FREAKING DUCK!
DUCK.
QUACK!

i tell you it is so yucky and amis habis-habisan!!

so after dinner they planned to get som RAMLY and head to ECP. AGAIN(!!!) they con me to believe that we were actually gonna chill there. so we went to Eunos Court to take Mimi's Uncle's Car to drive there. si bengap ikot si Aish pergi beli bubble tea.
after which the both of us went to Eunos Court and Aish brought me to them.
SURPRISE! and there has never been ECP just a mini party. ::)
they decorate the pondok with lots and lots of sparklers and it looks very pretty at night!

mimiYANA

YANAfarah-jii

and we had fun playing all the silly games!

u smash cake in my face, i'll smash my fist in yours

overall i enjoyed every moment with them! and i wanna thank all of u for your time, effort, money, white lies Everything! love u balls!

and yes i can't wait to meet my babygirls.
miss them alot like really alot.

kitty mimi buffy tommy

2009-08-31T00:00:00.003+08:00

there's only ONE thing i want on my Birthday.
very straightforward.
no conditions applied.
simple.

A Scottish Fold kitten.

i feel so digusting

2009-08-29T15:00:00.004+08:00

ok my whole body is aching. my muscles are straining. ini lah gare-gare tak exercise for hmmmmm months?
Spazzers and i just started attending Boxing Class at Farrer Park. the physical training caught us off guard cause we weren't prepared for that. hahahaaaa!
but it's good with the fact that we only shove junks into us and not working out to burn it all.
Mummy didn't like the idea of me learning Boxing because kenape? "abeh nak belaja pukul-pukul orang?" -_- sungguh tak open-minded.
anyhow i still went and would go for the sessions. ::)

this whole week kinda sucky for me.
it started off with my Lappy getting sick.
then me having a fucking major breakout. which eventually made me all cranky and angry with everyone.

you made a dent in my Heart but i still couldn't bear to walk away.
i don't know what makes you special to me. just look at you.
i tried to move forward but something kept pulling me back to you.
this i can never understand.

kau banyak punye hot la konon nye!

2009-08-25T19:04:00.004+08:00

it has been 4days to the fasting month and i feel all thin. HA-HA. i wish!
so far so good. i havent been eating like a hungeray babi once it's time to break fast. and im too lazy to wake up for Sahur cause i think like no difference as i tend to get hungeray every hour.

anywayy~ last Thursday was Spazzer's Sinfully Sweet Fat Day.
after school, we went to Youth Park to have my cravings for Botak Jones from no where out of the blue. eat and eat and eat. but somehow our meal would be incomplete without desserts!
so si empat ekor tikus ni pergi la carik dessert. we intended to chill at Spinelli but NOOO we very itchy so after a few 'hard-decision-making-conference' and shifting places, we made our way to Paragon to a cake shop BUT again the shop wasn't there anymore. =_______=
suke sangat menyusahkan orang kan ni sweet tooth.
finally we drag ourselves to Bakerzin and settled down like hungeray birds.

we had this demon and Macarons and Chocolate Scoudle!

i had a good time with them because they make me feel special. chey chey.
it's good to have them when i needed someone. ini baru Spastic Love. ::)
even better having a friend called 'Jerry'.

oh happy day!

2009-08-18T22:18:00.006+08:00

today started out blue and depressing but i screeeeeeew all that. so we had like a for-fun-photoshoot during our 'i don't know the name of the lesson' class. so fun *shrieks*

as the day passed, things got even better. my sneakers finally arrived and i have never been THAT happy holding it in my arms. ::) and i made Donkey jealous mealousss~
and even more better when i got the top i wanted from Cotton On. seriously that place never fails to make me happy.
i think im starting to like going to school. well only when the programs don't crash on me in the middle of work in progress.
and i get to do fun stuff with Donkey:

oh and i found out have a tiny pimple under my right eye lid.
cool huh?

freaking hell!

2009-08-11T22:26:00.003+08:00

yes(!!!!!!!!!!!!)
i watched G.I Joe: The Rise of Cobra.
it's worth all the waiting for it. i tell u the movie is the shit of all shits!
the weapons and gadgets, the actions and most importantly the first reason for me to catch this movie is none other than the love of my life, Channing Tatum!
*screams and rolls around the floor and jumps up and down*

haaaaa~ u're my Hero.

fat fighters!

2009-08-09T12:22:00.006+08:00

finally i can update me blog.
gawd it's so irritating that me can't upload me pichas.
and everything is overdue.
now blogger can let me upload them, me just too lazy to. -___-"
well maybe me can just show one or two to share JOY with whoever reads me blog.

before school gets busy as it is now, sempat la pamper mYself under the Sun.

see cute right bring sandwich? then got name some more ::)

me like my feet in sand (check out my veins popping out. cool kan?)

see me sexy back HA-HA

now that Spazzers are not in one class anymore except for donks and me, we tend to meet up after class and do stuff like this.

see? that's my mouth with 3 Globbsters. well, one is somewhere inside. (no cavity!)

see this 4 model kids? each for us (L to R: Violet-Blanket, MEOW-Chris, Donks-Ronald, Princess-Lovino) and we tried our best to 'duplicate' their poses.
which ended up..................

so tak menjadi please!

and THIS, my friends, is THE QUEEN of ALL ROYALTY(!!!!!!!!!!!!)

and yes school sucks. i hate school.
no actually school is fine. it's just that is not as fun.
and i think i dislocated my 2nd toe joint.
oh Happy Bird Day Sing-gah-por!

sick monkey

2009-08-03T11:22:00.000+08:00

blogger is being a Bitch.

oh you make me sick!

2009-07-26T22:50:00.001+08:00

just a short post to Congratulate Fresh Fix for clinching the 3rd place!
Vouge-ing with a twist of HipHop.
im a proud Mama for Kamil, Bry and Man. ::)

anyways, first week of school was freaking-nak-mampos-(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) boring ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok.
gawd my classmates are seriously =__________________________=
but i still got Donks and 'sexy boy'. jiwe classmates!! ::)
im still in my holiday mood to start doing my assignments. stupstupstup!!!

talking about 'sexy-boy', i miss Yada.
baaaaaaa he's like prolly having a darn good time at KL. pfftt.
nevermind lor. im having fun in this puiny island too lor.

OK BYE!

he can be as sweet as candy cane

2009-07-18T21:28:00.004+08:00

hi. like my new hair?
don't get excited cause it's straight. it's now all messy-bom-meletup-curly: back to the original. ::)

anyways, im watching Anugerah Planet Muzik '09 on Suria. it seems kinda boring and dead. it's loosing its touch and not as boomboompow! as last time.
and the robot voice is fucking irritating macam lalat!

Yada was oh-so nice to get me a skirt and a dress out of the blue. isn't he the sweetest thing? <3>

ok. so it really sucks to have this Flu and Cough at the same time cause i don't know if i wanna sneeze or cough first. and i can't seem to taste my food. and i can't breathe without having lumps of mucus stuck up my nose. nuisance la kau.

oh.
it sucks even more to know school's starting next week.
=____________________________________________________=

that's what you get for waking up in singapore

2009-07-17T16:12:00.002+08:00

new cheaper prices www.ilovefleasnotyou.blogspot.com

i bet it's better than where we are now

2009-07-17T15:40:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to dearest Daddy-Love on the 16th of July.
we had an advance celebration last Sunday at Seoul Garden because the Ma and the Da wanted to give it a try for the first time.
so here are the Pichas:

she was eggcited that she got promoted at work lor.tadaa! Present from his offsprings!and then we head home sooner then we think cause got this NS boy need to book in la kan. pfftt.

and i feel like im in a convertable except there's no wind running through my hair. =_______=

i need intervention

2009-07-14T19:41:00.006+08:00

overdue Pichas from the sleepover i had at Violet's place:

we got high even before we drank which is a good thing because we are just Vagina-s.
we watched this draggy-suppose-to-be-gore-movie about a guy wanting to eat "hotdog" and another guy who volunteers for his "hotdog" to be eaten. if u understand what i meant by ".."
so then we somehow laugh for no official reason for, let's say, around an hour or so. while chomping down chips like some fat skunks, singing along to Michael Jackson's song and had a few seconds of tribute for him.
and we watch more weird movies- one of it was 'Van Wilder 2' where i can't stop calling the guy Kumar because he's got Indian blood.

so this was the night of the Sleepover:

spasm much?

first she tries to kill me by twisting my Neck but apparently my head was too heavy so..

she tries to suffocate me.

donkey M.I.A

the morning after:

very the Blue Cowwwww~lumps of my Mucus(!!!!)

we had like short intervals for Powernaps.
and finally had 3 hours of rest.
Princess just couldn't go to sleep and i couldn't stop sneezing cause it was just cold to the airPork!
Donkey came over to Violet's and we head to the Hotel for check in.

that night went to catch Kumar show at Hard Rock Cafe with Yada.
sHe is freaking hilarious with all his racist and sexist jokes.
i love his back up dancers and his appearance.
then got 'kuu-kuu' again throughout the night......

oh all so FUN!

everything is f-ed up straight from the heart

2009-07-14T19:38:00.002+08:00

can it be easier.
can i just change my Life.
cause it just seems to go Bad everytime.

i have an Appetite of a slut's vagina

2009-07-05T14:58:00.002+08:00

so later im off to meet Yada for awhile later and then gonna meet the Spazzers(minus Donkey*pffftt*) to get high on life.
HA-HA
well it's like a slumber-pyjamas-drinking Party at Violet's crib.
and Monday will be at Hotel Rendevous for the night to catch Kumar Show at Hard Rock.
i shhhmell excitement! ::)

he's my latest Accessory

2009-07-03T16:21:00.000+08:00

Finally Updated.
go check it out Ladies.
http://ilovefleasnotyou.blogspot.com/
<3

some videos are meant to go missing

2009-07-02T22:31:00.010+08:00

Karaoke gone bad to worst.
HA-HA!
this is so fuggin' kental please

i love this video.
i think it's cool la.
see Wa? i did post it on my Blog. ::)

we get all panicky if someone's at the Door.
HA-HA

void deck sessions!
she will kill me if she knows i post this. ::)

bitch attack!

2009-06-28T22:20:00.003+08:00

i saw the most unpleasant sight while i was trying to doze off in the bus on my way to Work.
there was this little dog by the grass.
pooping.
its ass was directly facing outwards so which just means i could see the whole process of rolls of hotdog coming out from the unholy Hole.
but somehow one roll of hotdog got stuck between the World and black Hole.
i could just see the dog trying its best to push it out.
guess the hotdog was too long and tough to be 'cut'.
and its owner was just standing there with a blue plastic bag wrapped around his hands- apparently just starring at the dog's factory-hotdog-making-Ass looking kinda embarrassed as the bus passed by.

funny stuff to make my whole day just as Awesome like hotdog rolls in Buns!

r.i.p michael jackson

2009-06-26T14:15:00.006+08:00

Transformers: The Revenge of The Fallen is the shit(!!!!!!!!!!)
you guys should fuggin' go catch it while you can.
what if there really is transformers somewhere in this world?
awesome me love love the movie.
oh im catching it again with Mummy cause she has free tickets. ::)

after that Yada and i catch The Taking of Pelham 123.
the movie was a-ok.
i think John Travolta is still hot
and he always kills it when he plays as the Baddie.

and i just got the News about the death of MJ.
fuggin' shocking and so out of the blue.
rest in peace.
"May Allah be with you, Michael, always." -brother, Jermaine Jackson

i want bunny front teeth.

2009-06-24T23:53:00.005+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday
to my BabyGirl, Wawa.
25061990

i was very sweet enough to meet her a day before her Birthday without the ah lian(Ela). i was excited to get her a dress and some sweets to go along with it and even made a last-minute-but-still-not-obvious card for her.
i think my short term memory is getting worst: she already bought the dress that i got her.
the same.
exactly.
and the best thing is that i was actually WITH her when she purchased it so now she has 2 similar dresses. =___________________________="
pandai sangatla tu konon nye.

*fart face*

ok we actually got carried away but our lame jokes(mostly made by Wa.) that she didn't realised something. in the bus, half way of the journey home, i realised Wa didn't have the paper bag i gave her with all the gifts. which means she left it in the toilet.
perangai Swine betol.
so she literally went back to get it but by the time she reached there, the cleaner was gone(!!!)
hopefully tomorrow when she goes back there, the cleaner hasn't throw it away. if yes, wahhh aku upset sekali and aku akan loose respect for cleaners!

here's the overdue Pichas from the dinner i had with S.K.I.T and Yada at Badoque:

ok im gonna bounce to bed yo yo.
can't wait to meet that boy tomorrow and he better be extra nice to me
or elssee......................................

wrote my initials with a crowbar

2009-06-23T21:08:00.003+08:00

i am watching this talent show on Suria and omg(!!!) it is like "what the sak?"
the male host (what's with the hair dude?)
the female host (what are u wearing?)
the contestant? i don't think any of them looks like a star.
b.o.r.i.n.g

so tomorrow will be a day with the Babygirls to celebrate Wa's advance 19th. hopefully it's still on la kan.
and the day after will be movie marathon with Yada(!!!)
saturday: To DXO with S.K.I.T to catch Yada.

when we were Kids.

go away. i mean it.

2009-06-19T22:57:00.002+08:00

i was cleaning out my closet today. cleaning out all the clothes i won't wear and don't plan to wear it any near future. then Mum came into my room with my sorted-out-unwanted-clothes and was yak-ing why im throwing all the good ones out. im planning to give it to other people- im not exactly throwing it away. if i keep them and not wear them, it just BE there collecting the scent of mothballs and taking up the space for new clothes.

tmrw dance session! can't wait to pespire and meet Faddies. need to burn all the stubborn irritating fats!
and i can't friggin wait to meet my Boys.

im shagged like beras in a sack

2009-06-15T12:53:00.003+08:00

it feels so good to caught someone red-handed and see that person acting so fucking innocent with the fuck face.
anyyyways, its been long time since i update this blog. basically everything has been boring.
and i realised that i am such a boring person. actually since long time ago but this disease has been getting worst.

anyyways-again, that's not my point for blogging.
last Friday was our not-so-MeanGirls-day-outing meeting with S.K.I.T (minus Princess and her bunch of weird alter-ego)
went to State Empire at Iluma for lunch. i like the place because i like monkeys and the colours were so pretty and the sits were so comfy.
the theme for that restaurant was the empire state ape thingy. well i don't know if its a monkey or an ape but the cartoon looks cute so i liked it alot.

Mini burgers!

lately i have been catching alot of movies alone online and with Yada.
i watched The Unborn(kinda lame), The Uninvited(good), Obsessed(acceptable kinda good cause Beyonce is in it), Monsters vs. Aliens(okok funny), Ghosts of Girlfriends Past(i liked it), State of Play(boring), Night at the Museum 2(not as good as the first) Hannah Montana(good eventhough i don't like Miley Cyrus but the Cowboy was just gorgeous!)

and that's all kids. and i'll be updating my Flea Shop soon so do check it out! ::)

no i do like Roses-just not the red ones.

2009-06-09T23:24:00.004+08:00

i am damn pissy today. all because of u, u, u and u. fuck off ok?
u irritate my don't-piss-me-off bone.
so
holidays, Lame.
work, tiring.
me, unpredictable.
what's new.

oh, and i'm late.

you can never go wrong with me

2009-06-01T21:39:00.002+08:00

Congrats to Fad Faction -(mostly to Kamil, Sulaiman, Bryan and Natiara) for winning 3rd place in the BREATHE Living without Lighting It Up competition. i am very proud of you guys ::) let's not stop there. you guys can aim and achieve higher than ever!

i just came home from work. i was SUPPOSE to meet Yada but nooooooooo he cancelled it. upsetting sangat.
i don't like him today. not as much as yesterday when he was being all sweet texting me. puik! what a difference a day can make.
than he left me a text saying he go play soccer. =__________="
since when member main bola?! whatever suke hati die la.
i can yek and yek about him all i want because he don't read my blog (i think)
and im planning not to layan him till he does. ::)

kenape perangai kau macam babi biru?

2009-05-26T21:36:00.003+08:00

this Saturday, 30th May 2009.
at Plaza Singapura.
Fad Faction.
hot.
exploding.
on stage.
BREATHE.
come and support.
i promise to love u if u do.

i think it's cool to know nothing.

2009-05-26T21:03:00.004+08:00

hello. the time now is 9:11 pm. and the radio is blasting in my room. and the lioness king is moody and throwing tantrums at me. maybe because i'm not eating her Tiramisu cake.
so yesterday spent the whole day with Yada. we went to Sentosa (again) in the morning just for the sake of going there. i like going there on weekdays because not alot of people. but then again no hot bods to look at actually.

after that we headed back to Vivocity to catch Night at the Museum 2. the movie kinda disappointing cause i don't find myself laughing as hard. i mean there is a few parts that are hilarious but it's not stuck in my head for me to laugh at when the movie was over.

selepas menonton wayang, kita menuju ke rumah teman Yada yang digelar Zique to record his song. sekali member kene keluar dari bilik siols sebab kan dia malu dan tak boleh concentrate kalau ade orang tengok dia recording. sedih je aku. but nevermind, i had my own way to entertain me self. ::)

and time check - 9:33pm

when i was 13, i just got my first gang tattoo on my ass

2009-05-22T22:57:00.005+08:00

yesterday had a short date with Wa. we watched X-MEN The Origins: Wolverine. Hugh Jackman is fucking hot. old but still hot. and his naked pale white butt is so cuteeeeeee~ the part when he was running around naked. fuh! buat aku nervous je.
i was disappointed because my childhood hero, Gambit, was not as hot as he is in cartoon.

had a quick bite at Food Loft. Wa enjoys taking unglam pichas of me of course. and i don't like her yesterday because she bully me alot non-stop! bitch.
she keeps claiming i always fart in public and my fart stinks. which i SERIOUSLY REALLY AND TRULY don't recall EVER EVER doing that. pfftt. =___________________________=

tangkap steam dengan hand-dryer pe Wa?

i think i'm in love with you

2009-05-22T16:53:00.002+08:00

and of course the most charming one wins (duh!). though i thought Adam would win because he is able to reach the high notes that sounded like his pubic hair got zipped(!!!!!!!!)
Kris Allen. i just love the way his mouth would twitch to the right when he sings. hot kape kau Kris!

oh, fucking embarrassing!

2009-05-19T20:47:00.002+08:00

i just had my dinner. now i don't know what to do.
oh i wanted Mummy to feed me. but sekali the Bibik offered to feed me. and i thought i was too harsh when i said i want Mummy to feed me (because the food tend to be a billion times delicious in Mummy's hand and fingers). but the next minute i found myself being fed by the Bibik. pffttt

anyways yesterday was poop i tell u, poop(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
i never felt like an idiot since yesterday lor. KERANA KAU, AIR. KERANA KAU!!!!!
macam babi biru betol! sungguh wrong timing.

ok im going to find something to do now.
maybe watch the fishes in the pond.
or disturb the fat boy.
maybe just play dead.

i don't like Ferrero Rocher cause it costs me 10cents.

2009-05-17T11:36:00.008+08:00

im working later at 130pm. im killing time to recap what i did for the week. i want breakfast! but todays' breakfast is epokepok sardine and aku tak makan sardine. and im too lazy to slice a few pieces of foccacia bread and toast it. by the time i finish preparing, i won't have the appetite to eat no more.

anyways, on Wednesday we had our class BBQ at a friend's condo. it was fun going grocery shopping in a group cause the urge of buying every single thing at Cold Storage was at its peak. we had a few miscommunications here and there and so we ended up with no chicken fire started or whatever it's called. so we became our cave-babaric-self and started to burn dried leaves and wooden chopsticks. it was hard to get the fire burning but when it was (which an accomplishment), it kept burning huge flames and we can't really BBQ with flames cause it is poisonous (i learnt that from someone).

priceless Chicken Face

so that sums up Wednesday.
the next day had to work the whole day. damn the store was small but ok la which means i don't have to walk around much.
then Friday went for tanning session with Yada. he insists i get my skin to golden brown cause he said i would look like a surfer chick with the hair, body and tanned skin colour. =____=
and so the sun was roasting my skin as i lay by the beach. and now im orange! no not orange just more tanned than i was before. Yada claimed i should be more tanner if i hadn't got sick laying under the sun. i really felt like ikan kering being kering-ed!

ok now i really gotta get ready for work.
oh and im really good on composing songs when i randomly strum a guitar ok.
i think that might be my hidden talent for now.
Bye!

we are all Poop.

2009-05-12T13:30:00.008+08:00

so i have been away since Sunday. ok Mother's Day didn't go quite as planned but Mummy knows i love her before i left for the Chalet.

met Yada at Pasir Ris to check in then lick the entire room for a few hours then we headed to Town to get dinner and drinks. then we headed back to Ehub! to catch Star Trek but after buying the tickets, this two gatal want to watch Horsemen after watching the preview so we actually changed our tickets for that show.
after the show, Yada thinks we should have just watch Star Trek. but i probably think i would doze off if i watch that.

the next day we went to WildWildWet which was just poop! the thrilling feel went off after each first ride. so we there only for an hour? kental(!!)
so we waited for Spazzers to come to have our lunch.

we went to the Arcade after that along with Yada's friends. then headed back to the chalet. while waiting for the rest to come, we played Blackjack-21-poker (which ever is the correct name for it. im just untalented with poker cards). gamblegamblegamble. watched some DVDs- a crappy gore Korean thriller and a nice one, Juno. blablablaaaa limp here limp there drink here smoke there- i am officially too lazy to blog and i tend to type friggin' slow so i will stop here.

Young. Retarded. but Fabulous

2009-05-12T12:54:00.003+08:00

found out that Siddiq still kept weird (oh so cool ok) Pichas during Secondary school times like above. and he labels it as 'Ms. Stripper' -___________-
and i forgot how cute i was back then ::)

we were so friggin' cool that we smoke Cigars (!!!!!!)

2009-05-06T04:53:00.001+08:00

i want to sleep!!

2009-05-04T22:26:00.003+08:00

while pathetically stressing on my work, i realised how ugly my blog skin is.
i mean the skin is nice but it's so not me dude.
u think so? i think so too.
and there's no music.
how boring.
or i'm just a boring person.
boring me.
i can be boring now but just u wait.
ha ha haaaaaa!

and i had the most random conversation with Luqy.
really random.
sucha chibai person-thing he is.

and i think i have been very cold with Yada on the phone just now.
yesterday too.
he is so nice to me but i'm just a screwed up person and thing.
that's if he noticed it la.
i miss him but i don't wanna show it all.
must, u know, like secretsecret gitu.
kasi member macam confuse.

Don't forget.

2009-04-27T23:14:00.002+08:00

it has been such a long time since that happened.
the feeling was torturous but i felt better afterwards.
maybe.
everything seems so different now.
and i don't like it a bit.
there always be a question mark right in front.
which will lead to another enormous one.

how i wish i could be honest to Life.
but i can't.
somethings are just meant to be left inside me.
only me.
no one else.

2009-04-23T10:55:00.001+08:00

Hey Babes, visit:
http://www.ilovefleasnotyou.blogspot.com/
please and Thank you.

2009-04-20T00:03:00.002+08:00

sungguh retarded dot com

2009-04-19T22:58:00.004+08:00

now it's time to evaluate what has been happening : DEAD.
actually aku tgh boring jadi aku saje-saje blog.

so work just now was nothing special.
only that it was somehow our last day of work at Parkway.
damnmit.
i don't want to work at our outlets cause it won't be as fun as Parkway.(aku tahu nye)
so my shift was cut Again and Luqman was kind enough to fetch me home.
that boy help me cut the time waiting for the damn smelly bus. help me escape from the inconsiderate pushing aunties and uncles. help me have the air-con AND the sit all to myself and not to squeeze myself to the corner and stuff a bunch of my hair up my nostrils to prevent from smelling some weird shit.
yes NA-DA.

now home trying to make myself do my assignments which i have failed to do so.
ok da tu je.

SugarRush

2009-04-18T23:02:00.004+08:00

Last Tuesday, the Cotton On Parkway Family went supper together and had a super MINI celebration of our Supervisor's Birthday. so here goes nothing:

Bimo's worth 10bux. any takers?

and this is my cute supervisor, Estee. i like her cause she is cute.

sumpah muke aku Priceless!

KaiJuan-Megan-fabulous me-Fiona

Fiza partner-in-crime

aku suke Fiza sebab dia cute macam adik itik.

Clark Quey

so today i had to work in the morning. then went to meet that charming boy. and then went to meet the boys. and finally Home.
time for Assessment and time for stress. 3 more weeks to go and im done! weeehoooo~

Whatever. Major. Loser.

2009-04-12T10:44:00.004+08:00

i have been buying clothes on major impulse- both in a good and bad way. more clothes means full wardrobe. full wardrobe means there's bound to be clothes not worn. clothes not worn means time to sell it off! so i've been having this thinking of selling off my clothes but i just won't start clearing my wardrobe. it's torturing i can so tell! so we'll just wait and see.

this week has been so dead. there's not much excitement happening around. it's all about school and work. damnmit dude. and later i have to work the whole day. baaaaaaaa~

i miss that boy la. he still refuses to move nearer to where i live cause he prefers to be stuck at the oh-so-fun west coast. pffft. see la. that's why cannot meet him often. =_________=

Wa if you're reading this, where are you dude? don't you miss me? i don't know if you do but i would hate you if you don't. that minah has been having the time of her life now with her night life. hello?

Lace and Leather

2009-04-06T01:32:00.004+08:00

Cotton On Sale is now on at Parkway. and it has been freakishly Crazy. most of the people turned to retards. well that includes me too.

School. don't get me started. i've been sprinting for datelines. and hell it sucks.

oh about 15 hours back, i made him pissed. and a few hours after that we met and he gave me a surprise. me like the surprisee alot! Thank you darling- i know you won't get mad with me for long no matter how pissed off you are at me because i know that~ yeee aku macam real. hah hah hah.

so now, i wanna introduce my Baby which i dearly-awesomely named HIM 'Cartman PeanutButterJelly' (try to figure out why). i love the way he is eventhough he tends to look like a fat maggot. having him in my arms made me go all motherly. eheh eheh eheh eheh.

Mr.MARY(s)

if you want me...............

2009-04-04T09:44:00.004+08:00

NAFA's Next Top Model

PeanutButterJelly

2009-04-01T19:28:00.012+08:00

ola senoritas!! been very lazy and useless lately. so bear with me peoplee.

Wednesday:
so we decided to have our own 'Self-Appreciation Day' when we would eat our hearts out for our pleasure. Last Wednesday was the first we had it. we had lunch at MOS Burger - we were almost half dead after lunch cause we were just fat asses. we then decided to go catch Detroit Metal City which Princess was a die-hard fan cause it's just plain retarded. *fuck!* LOL. but we didn't cause no time(which made Princess upset and whacky) soooo feeling damn hyper, we went to get desserts at Gelare. this girl broke-broke pun must go get yummie food. me like to spulrge on fooddd. happyhappy

Saturday:
the day when Ela was being a bitch to spoil our fantabulous plan to celebrate her belated bird day. she blew it off la. just like that. piece of idiot betol. but we manage to meet up to get good dinner and she was a bitch AGAIN when she ditch us super early to go clubbing. faggot. but i got to meet the boy who-i-like-to-irritate-and-fight-on-the-phone-with after that. to him: me don't like surprise cause i just don't like the feeling of guessing. heh heh heh heh

Sunday:
so we celebrated Violet's belated bird day on that day. we went bowling at Marina. Donkey was leading in the beginning but ehemehem as usual the pro(ME) definitely will end up as top scorer. bowling ball + pins + me = CHEMISTRY. HA-HA

after bowling, we moved across the path to Pool. bunch of retarded amateurs hitting the balls. and we tend to get free ball for one other. HA-HA so kental but its the fun experience that counts. macam pro gini la konon nye kat gamba:

Randoms

America's Next tak-menjadi Top Model

we got damn hungry so we cabbed to Daddy's work place to have our dinner.

Italiano was on the Menu! the Appertisers was indeed appertising yaw! belum apape da kenyang dulu.

what the sak!?

3 main course

dessert!

then it was time to cut the cake homemade especially for Violettttt~

after our LONGGG dinner, we headed to Plaza Sing to catch Confessions of a Shopaholic. the movie was boring from the beginning. me don't likeeeee~

oh we finally watched Detroit Metal City on Monday. HA-HA fucking retarded sia. they cut parts from the Anime. damnmit! spoil all the fun.

ok itu saje.
kite kene buat homework sekarang ok
selamat malam kawan-kawan!

Get out.

2009-03-28T15:07:00.002+08:00

i don't know what the fuck you really want. seriously.
and now i don't fucking care.

2009-03-25T22:39:00.004+08:00

hello fwiendss.
hype hype hype hype hype hype hype Hyperrrrrrrr
heheehehehehehehehehehhehehehehehehehehehehehhehehehehehehehhehehehehehehe~

so Sunday went out with the ultimate boy.
we had lunch at Ramen Ta/en which i ended up craving for more cause the ramen have a similar taste to Ban Mian. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

jadi after that kite pun proceededededed ke no destination. tapi kite pun decidedededed to watch movie-
Street Fighter: The Legend of ChunLi.
i loike siaLLLLL~
Kristin Kreuk is fuckin pretttyyyyyyyyyyy............*drool*
HA-HA
the ultimate boy never stop saying that the actors didn't suit the really characters. modifiededededdd mah...........
terus we grab ice-cream la

how am i suppose to feel?